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still a secret! haha!

i want to show!!!!!!!!!!

oh shit. the Loft burnt down. there goes my best job ever. great.
and an ex-coworker thinks it's funny. she says it "karma". eff karma, it's bs. karma has NOTHING to do with it. just bad effing luck. she called my boss an asshole too, so she's in my bad books already. eff. she freaking calls me today to find out the scoop on what happened. pretended everything between us was just fine and dandy. not so, not so.

so i guess it's look for a new job time. damn. i really liked that job. so freaking much. it was my plan, and now what? in 6 months, my situation is going to be HUGE and i'll be working some dead-end job that i don't want to be at.

or i guess i could apply for ei, and nanny a bit more. maybe that'll work. i'd say it's high time to pray. 'cause i thought i knew God's plan, and then my plan burnt down. maybe that was my problem. it wasn't His plan... but really, You burn it down just to teach me to rely more on You... i don't think that's very fair. i know You'll teach me something though. someday.

too fast, too furious

i moved on. found someone i liked. found someone i could share my time with effortlessly. but now his situation's screwed.

i'm going to wait this one out though. because i think he's worth it. i hope he's worth it.

i'm kinda stressed out
and i think you're going to
fuck me over.


can't say i didn't see it coming, just hoped you were better than that

the good the bad and the ugly

i love the people i work with.
i love most of the customers.
i love the kitchen staff.
and i definatley love almost all of the managers.
except one.
how is it possible that ONE person can make my life a living hell??
i didn't know it was possible.

i can deal with coworkers slacking.
i can deal with customers being rude and not tipping.
i can deal with kitchen staff swearing at me.
i cannot, however, deal with a manager talking down to me. calling me stupid. saying she could "just smack" me. that is unacceptable and i will not tolerate it any longer.

so i'm leaving. but not without an alarming amount of letters going to boston pizza corporate, labor standards, the owner of boston pizza nordel and this manager.

i have applied to be a corporate trainer for boston pizza and i have someone who trained me giving me a reference. im' so excited. i can't wait to hear back. i've wanted this job for a solid 2 years. i'm praying really hard that it works out.

josh is moving in too. the rent was too much for me, and we're saving to go to australia so i figure this is convenient for both of us. we can save together and it'll be nice to see him more often too.

i'm hurt alot by someone in my life, but other than that life is good. little foot is great. and my friends are fantastic. i absolutly can't get enough of the girls from work i hang out with. if i don't see them i miss them terribley and we always have to make up for it by hanging out the next night. it's pretty fantastic.

well i'd better get my ass off the grass and go back home, finish laundry and have a quick bite before going to work.